Again and Again

Well, it has happened again. More seizures for Coy. This one seemed to be the least severe of them all. The same thing happened as has happened in all of the previous ones. I managed to get the camera out and shoot some video of this as it was happening. Actually, Caleb is the one that took the footage. I was helping Stacey to administer the Diastat and talking to 911. This video is hard for me to watch yet strangely I found myself watching it over and over and over again. I'm not sure why. Some might criticize why I would choose to show this video. I'm not sure of that answer either other than I want people to see just how disturbing these events can be. Unfortunately, there have been several for him and I think that I'm handling them better and better every time but it is still unnerving to see your little boy laying there and know that there is nothing you can do to help him.